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About Me Member General Writer Brittany20/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Months
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Ambivalance

Sun May 31, 2009, 11:49 PM
I feel so ambivalent.
I want you to see this and know how I feel but I don't want to tell you because I don't want it to hurt.
I want to comfort you and help you sleep but I want your dreams to be played to the sound of me sobbing silently over the phone as I try to explain to you the irrational fears that have haunted me since I was I was a girl.
I want you to know it's not what you did but how it happened.
I want to sleep but my eyes won't close.
My fingers won't quit clacking at these keys.

Tomorrow is going to be hell for me....

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: My sniffling (allergies not tears)
  • Reading: Between the lines
  • Watching: the clock tick
  • Playing: Geas
  • Eating: serious orc face :D
  • Drinking: Water

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Winston-Salem
  • Interests: Music, Movies, Art, Poetry and the Theatre
  • Favourite movie: The Color Purple, Joan Of Ark (Silent French version)
  • Favourite band or musician: I don't have a favorite but I'm very big on Lauren Hill and Serj Tankian
  • Favourite genre of music: Once again no favorites
  • Favourite poet or writer: HP Lovecraft Edgar Allen Poe, Zora Neil Hurston, Toni Morrison, Chuck Palahinuk, Stephen King
  • Favourite photographer: Ciaraan :D
  • Operating System: Vista (Laptop) Ubuntu/XP (Dual-booted Desktop)
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy Seven
  • Favourite cartoon character: Betty Boop/Stewie Griffin/Huey Freeman
  • Personal Quote: Aut vincere aut mori (We either conquer or die)
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen and Paper. (*Gasp*)

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:iconlosingvalentine:
Thank you ever so much for the favorite. It's much appreciated. : D

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I want her to see what's under her nose
and the delicate heart just under her toes.
I wish she'd tread lightly when she speaks of her romps,
for in all of her stories, on my heart she stomps.
:iconbared:
Thx for faving - Owls in Love. :)

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:icontristikov:
Hey there! And thank you for the fave!

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Arbeit für den Sig!
:iconexotice1911:
Hey, thanks for the fave

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"Life itself is will to power"
:iconciaraan:
Hawwo Bri-chan!

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- Rasheek
Please feel free to visit my :gallery: -> My Gallery
:iconciaraan:
:hugs:

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- Rasheek
Please feel free to visit my :gallery: -> My Gallery

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